unhappy
i’m unhappy. really really unhappy about some things that are happening in my life. there are too many things i cannot control, and there are too many things that have been happening; probably signs that tell me to stop putting in pointless effort and get out immediately. still, i hung on in there, thinking there could be a miracle. miracles don’t happen by themselves. miracles are made to happen. so i should probably start to create one.
i’m seriously very discouraged. i know there is something i should do, and i’ll do my very best to ensure that i get what i want. if i don’t, then i seriously won’t be able to carry on. it’s just very unfair to all of us.
i guess it really isn’t easy to fulfill a dream.
