in agony again

looks like this is a really trying period. dad’s in hospital. he’s been under too much stress. it’s really agonising to see how he was just now… and how i miss the petty but jovial dad. how i miss his healthy self. how i hoped he was well and disturbing us with his usual, mischievious routine. it was really painful to see him lying on the bed, unable to move one side of his body, unable to speak properly.

one great ordeal resolved, another ordeal arrives.

but i cannot cry. i cannot collapse. because my family needs my strength. yongheng is young and ignorant. my elder brother will be busy with work. i’m the only one who can give my mother emotional support in the meantime. it’ll be a real test for us, the Lums. we must be strong together and see that my dad recovers. i will be there for you, dad. be strong, and let’s all survive this.

give me strength.

One Response to “in agony again”

  1. hUiLi Says:

    You’ll survive. So do your family. I’ve absolute faith =)

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