frail heart, friends…
i’ve been recieving many bad news lately, and when something bad occurs to myself, i was just a little numb to it. yesterday, i nearly lost my clarinet. yes, that brand new Buffet RC Prestige that Mus’Art loaned to me. thankfully, through a thoughtful friend and a series of fortunate events, i recovered it and was hugging it afterwards. thank you, hairul, for your help. i might’ve just lost my nerves if you weren’t there!
to a friend who might be looking at this, i hope we wouldn’t be so awkward at soccer. yes, it’s my fault for bringing unhappy things up, and i really kinda regret doing so. so far, we haven’t been talking to each other anyway, but i just hope that it wouldn’t affect your mood whenever we play soccer together. i’m a little upset too, because you always seem very moody when you have me in your team. rest assured that whenever i play, i will give it my all, and i will try to look at things from a different perspective. and i will give better passes whenever i can, and when it’s within my capabilities.
people have bad days, i’m sure you know this.
just hope that you will be happy playing soccer, the sport that you enjoy most. i guess. because i really don’t wish to spoil my friends’ mood whenever i play; i’d rather not play and let my friends enjoy the game. i’m not making sarcastic remarks, i’m saying all these from the bottom of my heart. i sincerely wish you all can enjoy the game more.
as much as everyone wants to win, i’d love to win too. just that my weaknesses don’t improve overnight, and that my basics are already very bad. forgive my poor playing! enjoy the game 
meanwhile, do take great care too. too many unhappy things have been happening… i wish that my friends can be happy, and not go through all these that i’m going through now.
