what’s done can’t be undone…
desmond seems upset with me. well, that’s normal; i’m in the wrong in the first place. i should never have doubted his intentions. i seriously didn’t know why i did, but i guess that’s just another part of me i never understood. when i’m under extreme stress i feel that even some of my friends are against me. this is very bad indeed. i never intended to feel that way. i never intended to act that way. well, maybe this time i’m oversensitive. i don’t know.
diploma exam was a disaster. shall not go into the terrible details. this exam is very costly indeed; in all senses of the word. a total of about $1200 was spent on exam fees, lesson fees and accompanist fees. some $45 on seeing a doctor. some $50+ must’ve been spent on transport. and i might flunk this one. my god.
what’s done can’t be undone. i can only hope that i pass. and i can only hope that it’s not too late to show my appreciation to those who helped me tremendously for this exam. even though i might not make it, i’m still grateful to the people who helped me out. thank you boss desmond, thank you sweetie huili, thank you mr png sir, thank you angelis. i owe you all a thank you and an apology.
hope they’re not too late.
