end of diploma blues…?
ok, i woke up today, not really affected by the poor performance yesterday. yesterday was full of ups and downs. no good news for me, yet i was happy. that’s because i see the effort the people around me put in to make me feel better about the bad performance. huili was extremely encouraging; she knew how much this performance diploma meant to me. josh too, he kept me company for a good dinner and a good session of pool. and of course, mr png, my teacher. he came down to safra mount faber for a few good rounds of pool with us just to make sure i’m alright. i’m truly grateful to you all! and i really had fun at pool. momentarily, all worries and troubles were far away.
whatever the results may be for my clarinet diploma, i can be sure that my playing has improved tremendously and that without poor physical conditions, i’m sure i’ll do much better. i’m happy 
now that the nightmare seems to be over, i’ve picked myself up and will study hard for my last 2 papers. today might not be productive, but i will ensure that i sweat it out, i enjoy myself and i have a good rest at night to recover from my flu and whatever negativities in my mind. going to meet huili later for lunch, hopefully at my favourite duck noodles store at tanglin halt (hope it’s open!) and then will head to suntec with her for some shopping. soccer’s lined up in the evening so i’ll make sure i have a good few games. especially after watching steven gerrard’s top 10 goals… awesome… it’s time to come up with my own. haha. SPECIAL!!!
