hang in there, my friend!
don’t give up, bro. it’s not true that there’s nothing you can do about your current situation. just give it your best shot! things won’t improve by themselves! i’m not trying to give you more stress. it’s just that if something doesn’t work, you’ll have to try something else. life always works out like this. give life your best shot, like you’ve done before.
there might not be another m5 around, but i’m sure you have no lack of opportunities. opportunities are everywhere, but we need to dig hard for them! and i’m sure, for someone like you who has the drive, opportunities are plenty. as long as you give them a shot.
we already know there are no shortcuts out of rubbish. what’s important is that you don’t give up. give it your best shot, dude. for your family; and more importantly, for yourself.
i wish you luck all the way, and i’ll do anything i can to help. even if it’s just listening to your complaints.
gambatte, my friend!