a new kind of happiness
ok, i’m sorry if i worried you guys sick. the previous blog was real depressing, i know, but it’s over! the calamity is over and a new kind of happiness is watching over me right now.
i thank all my friends who have been through all my ups and downs, be it physically or mentally or just by reading and tagging on my blog. i’m really glad to have your support. and with this support, i have not let any of you down. i’ve found my happiness! actually i’ve found my happiness quite some time ago; just that i didn’t realise it has never gone away from me.
anyway, storm’s over and right now i see a very peaceful future. knots in the heart are meant to be untied, and you can’t try to disentagle a mess of knots at one go. you’ll have to do knot by knot. which is what i’ve been patiently trying to do, be it for me or for her. and i never knew i had such courage… i never knew i had such determination. i never gave up, and every moment i’m seeing what i’ve achieved unfold in front of me.
i built this new kind of happiness, from scratch, with her help.
and this new kind of happiness will stay with us for a very long while. it is really one thing to fall in love, and another to be loved in return. the former is easy; the latter takes fate, courage and determination. but i’ve done it! we’ve done it. we’ve built our own haven, one where we can rest and heal our weary wounds from the multiple battles we fight every day. and we will always encourage each other on and on, never giving up the chase.
it is also one thing to find happiness and another to maintain it. the former takes luck and belief; the latter takes a whole load more luck and belief and also courage. i’m really glad that i’m able to maintain this kind of happiness. i wanna say a big thank you, from the bottom of my heart, to the people who made this possible 
no more heartaches! >_<
