MusICian

now as i’m slowly moving into a new phase of my life, i’m slowly leaving unhappy things behind. many many things happened these 5 or 6 months. some are happy, most are not so happy. but they all made me stronger than before. i believe that some of my character has been shaped by these events. i don’t know if the new me is better or worse, but i do know that i’m definitely enjoying myself more now! now that music and teaching are back into my life, i feel more fulfilled. i’ve managed to bridge that gap that i took forever to climb out of. now that i’ve fixed the bridge, it’s going to be stronger and also harder to snap.

i can socialise! i didn’t know that. and i actually felt happy socialising. looks like the same old me is coming back. crapping with my section mates, chatting up new people, be friendly to friends of friends, etc. something which i haven’t done in a million years! being friendly. being sociable. make other people feel at home! yes, i could do that if i’m willing. haha. i’ve been wasting this ‘talent’. along with my other ‘talents’. like ‘verbally mutilating my fellow species while limping off the blizzard terrain’, play love songs on the piano by ear and impressing a guy (hongliang… oh my god… wtf), damage someone’s eardrums by playing the clarinet, make a misbehaving kid cry, etc. holy shit, i AM talented!

and yes, i AM terribly crappy. get used to it!

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