ian flirts…? is it even possible?
did i just flirt with the new teacher? my god. well, it probably isn’t flirting, is it? because i’d never really flirted before, and have never known to be a flirter. this is really strange. am i evolving? am i mutating? was that me? maybe i think too much. anyway, the school’s gotten someone to replace me as soon as i’m gone. ok, sounds bad. the school’s gotten a new teacher to take over my class after i leave for amsterdam. at least that clears up my unfinished work. now the stress comes… how shall i go about handing the class over? meanwhile, i still need to plan tomorrow’s lesson. they’ve finished most of their maths, so i’ll give them more word problems. they’re still very far behind in english, though. would have to give them some reading exercises. maybe a passage from somewhere.
alright, looks like i won’t be coming back with jennifer and the other guy (i don’t know his name, and i’ve never seen him). my flight back from london is confirmed, and so is the $250 surcharge i’ve got to pay. sigh. costs are increasing! good thing i’ve got this teaching job. anyway, jennifer and the other guy will be taking their flight back from brussels instead of london. i’ll be flying back alone! argh. jittery. current costs are about $1268. that’s not inclusive of my food and accomodation in UK. i’m trying to get CFA to subsidise the surcharge of $250 too. good thing is that i’ll have enough money left to buy better stuff for my friends and family!
hmmm… i’m starting to believe that God exists, and that God knows us and calls us by name. these few years, i’ve been exposed to christianity and i’ve learnt so much about this religion. right now i’m even thinking of embracing the religion. maybe i’m yearning for spiritual peace? heard this at candice’s church performance the other day: "God is never too early or too late. He is always on time". perhaps God is calling out to me now? exactly when i yearn so desperately for a brand new beginning?
haha. people who’ve known me for quite some time must be wondering what the cheeseballs has happened to me. don’t worry. i can assure you that i have no idea too. muahaha.
July 12th, 2005 at 9:59 am
hey~ sigh so sad we cant come back together.. im hoping we r on the same SG flight though! keke (U think everyday got so many flights to SG meh?) sorry k… safer to just take the confirmed place rather than being in the unknown… =|
hmm.. about embraciing christianity, well well.. really up to ur internal feelings i think… i’ve been exposed to christianity so much but im not about to embrace just as yet.. keke despite having a catholic bro at home.. lalala ok im crapping coz im super stressed out now… laterz~