happy bdae to jingying…
happy birthday to jingying! haha. good day today, except for some not so happy events. eventually everybody got ‘drunk on lame jokes’, according to carrie. haha. and yes! jordan’s performance was great, as usual. impressive every time i listen. gonna miss his lame jokes! he’s leaving for UK. maybe i can visit him there! haha. can visit tonni wei’s home too, maybe?
met so many familiar people! great to see my old friends today. so many of them! julian, ramu, junwen, andrew, dale, etc. woah. today’s meet the old friends day! and of course, the birthday/bbq gang. hongliang, josh, jingying, carrie, peini, jackie and me. well, the situation was awkward. it was expected to be awkward. i really didn’t expect such an arrangement. well, it doesn’t matter. just makes me even more determined to find other flowers in the great forest of love. and now then i realised actually i have so many nice girls as acquaintances! i must’ve been blind.
well, i’m still young. i’m not afraid to fall. i can always pick myself up again. like i always do. and it’s about time i took my clarinet playing to a whole new level. live up to mr png’s hype! if i want to believe i’m a good player, i’d better prove to myself that i can do it. i can be a great player. because i’m passionate in this field. and it’s my first and only love. for now. haha. but in my heart i know that i’ll never stop loving the clarinet. and of course, music, for that matter. how about doing jazz? heh heh 
