one more shattered dream?
money IS a big problem right now. as all my part-time jobs have been rudely cut short, so has my income from all these sources. and the insane old me bought clarinet stuff on the net. and i had to owe money for that. my hands are still aching from all the painting and moving of furniture all night long; i don’t think i can hold a clarinet today. i feel like crap. where am i going to find so much money? how can i even think of taking money from my mum when she’s having financial difficulty herself? i’ll be lucky to be able to survive on my own! do i really have to forfeit the trip? or maybe i should forego the scotland trip? i’m so stuck right now. i’m willing to earn the damn money, but where the heck am i going to earn so much? how the heck am i going to get enough money when all my job durations have been rudely reduced to pathetic periods?
do i really have to live one more shattered dream?
