MusICian

really fully knocked out this time. 2 performances, 2 band practices, 3 soccer sessions, 1 shopping session at tangs (for my performance attire), 1 crazy ktv session, 3 afternoons in mum’s shop, the rest of the time either practising or not knowing what i’m doing. and i’ve got one huge ugly ulcer right in the center of my lower lip. it’s hurting me like crazy, man. didn’t go for the practice today; been too tired after the performance and the ktv last night. am i losing my motivation? am i losing sight of my amsterdam/aberdeen/uk dream? fail me not! maybe i’m just overstretched. too many things at a time.

ok, sight reading pieces at a performance is really bad. i shall never do it again. too demanding on the brain and also too unprofessional. i’m sorry!

still caught in a dilemma. 1 month left before the trip. i’d better get my thoughts sorted out and start thinking of something. do something constructive. like getting rid of the ugly ulcer on my lower lip. and clearing my only debt fast. and finishing up mr badrul’s work. i’d better.

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