blog no. 63, woohoo!
yeah, fav number 63! but not one of my favourite blogs. today’s been eventful although my activities only started from about 4pm, 2 hours after i woke up. i shall make it a point to re-adjust my bio clock. helped mum bring stuff to her shop and helped my cousin adjust the interior decor of the shop. met up with sushan and jan to celebrate a belated sushan birthday. chat up and stuff. food was good, but a little expensive. we found a small crab in our mussels! it either got eaten up by the mussel or it took the mussel as its shell. interesting. too bad my camera can’t focus properly on the crab.
got a job out of the blue. event gurus hiring me for $5.50/hour, 9 to 6 for 2 days. not bad. and also for 5 days next week, $6/hour, 9 to 5. some income to help me tide over bad times, though god knows when the money will come.
mum’s having a bad time. i guess we 3 sons are really causing her all the stress she doesn’t need. the shop’s already having problems of its own. elder bro’s not doing anything much about his income. younger bro’s glued to the com and has attitude problems. and here i am, slacking. i feel really ashamed of myself. perhaps my dream is really a little too expensive? i’m really having a lot of doubts now. but it’s a little too late to amend stuff. they’ve already booked my tickets if i’m not wrong. point of no return?
i really need a steady part time job. just to take care of my own income. at least that gives my mum less things to worry about. and i really hope my brothers do something about themselves too. about time they do.